Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in xylo_player2008's LiveJournal:

Monday, March 27th, 2006
7:12 pm	Sad faces everywhere Went driving for two hours yesterday, made cheescake, got to pick classes today. Why do I feel so bad then? Oh, yeah! My boyfriend doesn't seem to care anymore.... Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Monday, March 13th, 2006
5:15 pm	Whatev The lump is okay! It's not cancer, everybody! Just an infection. I have lime green pills to take twice daily now, so it'll go away. The dentist tightened my retainer. When I tried to take it off to eat, it really hurt and I had to pull hard. That can't be good. "Her parents spent $5,000 on her teeth, now let's pull 'em out!" I need a job. I need a prom dress. I need to get done with my history project that's due Thursday. I need to work on my book. I have a lot of needs. The Senior Beta (me) and Physics (Roy) are going on a field trip together to Mid-America Science Museum tomorrow. I used to go like twice a year with my mom and the school up until about fourth grade. After I stopped going, they started putting in new stuff. Go figure. I'm really excited though. Even though I'm not a science person, I always enjoyed going there. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
3:17 pm	Black Death and boarding school Mr. Roberts told us about the Bubonic Plague last period. He told us about "Ring Around the Rosie" and how that's where the song came from. It was sort of creepy/depressing. Then we talked about how the Avian Bird Flu will become a pandemic and we will all die. I finished Prep today. It was good. I felt sorry for the main character though because I was so not like her except that I observe people like that. But she was so insecure and everything.... The way it was written really reminded me of the way that Sylvia Plath wrote The Bell Jar. If you haven't read it already, read it. Well, the bell's about ot ring (I'm in school), so I'm gonna go.... We're eating pizza at church tonight! Yay! Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
5:09 pm	The News Makes Me Sad I don't understand.... Why do mothers kill their own children? Why do dads molest their daughters? Why do people kill and rape and steal and all that stuff period? I mean, really, what do they get out of it? Does it really make them happy? And why do people smoke? It doens't make sense. THEY ARE KILLING THEMSELVES. Not only that, but they're also killing other people around them - their kids, family, friend, people they love, strangers. I swear, if I ever get lung cancer from second hand smoke, I'm gonna be so pissed off. And then when my family is all, "I'm so sorry that this has happened to you...," I'll be like, "Yeah, you better be because this is all your fault. I've never had a cigarette near my mouth; I just breathed." Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
5:04 pm	I wrote a new poem.... (Untitled) Why is it so hard to hear me? Am I trapped Behind a pane of glass? Does my voice B u c o n e And echo Off the walls Of my mind And never really f a l l Off the tip Of my tongue? Are my teeth Clenched so tight That the words Cannot escape? There are no g a p s To let them run free Since they're set So perfectly straight. Unlike my snile Which never stays And only reaches Halfway Don't I ever try? Try to make you understand? I hold out my hand To reach you So you can Pull Pull me in Pull me into your world You don't see me You don't hear me You don't even know my name My name Your name They're all the same They float along Through the air And take their wild dances While no one really cares If your really there So hold on Hold on to me I'll sing A song I wrote for you While sitting In the light Where a thousand names And a thousand dances Whispered in the night Come Come with me Come with me if you dare I'll show you things You've never seen And explain the dreams You've never dreamed But only If you dare Dare to show the world Dare to care Tell me what you think! Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
8:36 pm	Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na! I just want to say one thing...I am the Batman! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
9:11 pm	Need sleep.... It's 9:12 p.m. I don't know about you, but Im only 16 (almost) and already getting sleepy at 8:00. I need to call Roy, too. (Dial-up sucks!) I also have to fold clothes, so this is just a rondom entry. Hopefully, I'll keep up with this. I have this and a Bebo and a Diaryland blog all the keep up with. Multi-tasking is key. Just open 'em all up. Type one, copy, paste, revise a little, you're done. Yay. I'm gonna go now. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)